Well, the school year is officially over. I am so sad to end it the way I did. I felt like all semester I had triumph after triumph and I ended the term on a sour note.
The last thing I had to do were my voice juries this afternoon. I can make all kinds of excuses but bottom line, I blew it! I felt so great on Wednesday when I really enjoyed my Musical Theatre Styles final and acted and sang my heart out. Was it good? I don’t know and I don’t care because I felt the part and enjoyed the experience of singing for the first time since I was a little girl. But today, that joy did not continue!
And I am so sad about that. Even if I eek out a good grade my heart is broken that I let someone else step in literally seconds before I was to sing and rattle me to the point that I messed up my juries and possibly ruined my chances to be in a show in the fall. But I can’t change that now!
So I look forward to the summer classes I am scheduled to take and the trip to the beach with my buddy Stephen that I will leave on next week and all I can do is hope that I didn’t screw up my GPA in the process of everything else. This school year is officially over.