My BFA project is over. I am not sure how I feel. I know I am relieved and I know I am exhausted! But am I glad it is done? Not sure. All of the hard work and issues we solved were difficult, but working with the cast and the actual performances were so great.
I learned a lot about myself. As usual, most lessons are not learned in a classroom from a teacher, but in life experience. This was certainly one of those experiences. And as usual, I am still very confused about many of the things that happened, but I know from the past that usually I find the answers as time goes on.
The main thing I keep marveling at today is how much I thought I had changed on Friday and how much I realized I am still the same on Saturday! And I am astounded at how different two audiences can be and how easily I let that affect me! I guess that is something to work on!
All in all I guess I have to paraphrase my last line in TIMELINE- It has had it’s ups and downs, but I am glad I did it.
